Dazed and Confused

Posted on Sun Jul 26th, 2020 @ 1:37am by 1st Lieutenant Douglas Collier

Mission: From the Sidelines
Location: Sickbay

My body is in the middle of a spasm. Why? What is this rage? It's... almost uncontrollable. What happened to cause this? I must get free and find these answers.
I try getting up, my arms slightly move, but not very much. These restraints are preventing me from leaving.
I need to break free, but in order to do so, I feel like I need to let the rage come forth. But I fear that it will consume me, and I will not be able to snap out of it. Or in time.
After a few minutes contemplating it, I inevitably decide I must let it do its thing.
I'll have to control it somehow during the rage, but I'll cross that bridge when I come to it.
A memory fragment flashes in my mind for a second.
A... face. A face I terribly hate.
The second that happens, the rage breaches through, controlling every aspect of my body and mind. My muscles increase in size slightly. The sedative is instantly dissipated from my system. I can smell, someone... Turning around, I see the doctor in his office. My mind mistaking him for the one in my mind, I let out a roar, which startles the doctor, and makes their eyes widen. Before they could call for security, I charge them. Leaping through the glass, I grab them and shove them into the other wall, and, I snap out of it for a second. In that second, I throw it to the ground, knocking him out, and I run through the door. I turn while running out of the sickbay and bolt it in that direction, to find a way out of here. Running through people, then demanding them to tell me a way out of here, throwing them to the ground when they refused.